A New Understanding

I awoke with a start around 3am.  It was a hot and humid night, and two fans were running in the room.  When I awoke, I had a new understanding of prayer and what it might mean in our lives.  It was like an epiphany.

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I understood that action of prayer was the real meaning, not in the words nor even intentions necessarily.

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It’s not about asking for anything from the universe.

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It is about feeling something essential with inside of yourself, an attempt to feel that more deeply, and with a wish that this essential core of yourself can be apart of the universe around you.

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It is to focus on a feeling within, and a hope that that feeling belongs to the universe, that it can be included in the meaning we discover in the world.  A reassurance that we are a part of the universe.

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I am not sure what I think this morning, but it was such a powerful sensation in the night.  I kept notes in my head before falling back to sleep, and had to fight my desire to get up and write it all down then and there.

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Too often, the things that seem most meaningful in the world also are the most elusive.

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